Sunday, May 13, 2012

Out of my Mind

Though the sun shone above - it soon became apparent, that this too, was a lie. Hope wasn't real after all was she? How could I be so stupid to have faith that she was?

'A shrink huh? Head doctor, brain washer - yep - time to check into the room with the padded walls'. She laughed at herself until she began to cry. 'Why am I so lost', she couldn't quit repeating to herself.

Her movements slowed as she collapsed onto the floor. She was giving up.

Her ears could only hear the sound of the rain. Each drop resembled her tears, as they fell, hard and fast. She let them soothe her with their lullabye, as she curled up inside of herself.


Expressionist nude woman curled up in fetal position crying, red and orange - Original Acrylic Art - "Fetal"

Friday, March 23, 2012

Lost tokens...

Pulling herself down into the deepest parts of the well was terrifying - yet, exhilarating. She knew that Defeat was in the darkness, teeth glowing within his sneer. She could feel his laughter as it sent a burning sensation through her veins. Is this the pain of death?

The child's recklessness caught Hope off guard. As the child broke free, her breath departed abruptly. Hope knew the child could not endure this battle alone. With a weakened lunge, she caught the child's tattered lace gown. Hope felt sadness overcome her, as she tightened her hold on the lace. Only time would tell the outcome.

As time slipped by, the darkness began to lighten. Morning had come. A lazy fog settled above, as the sun tried to fight its way through the mist. The Autumn leaves fell into the well, cascading so gently, as tears of nature felt the pain of this dangerous battle.

Defeat still grasped for the child's cherished tokens. He knew with the light that Hope would become stronger. Then Hope and the child would gain the advantage to retrieving these precious broken pieces of life.  However, he may still reach those that had spilled into the abyss before the child took - her leap of faith.

Yes - He may - if the seconds left of ebony would allow him such a triumph. And, so it had, and he laughed.

The child screamed, 'NO - Please no'!  

But, as reality set in, she knew that she would not recover all of her dreams and memories. The tokens which held the most pain had fallen much more quickly, due to the weight they carried of so many tears. She was too late. Her doubts had cost her sweet time needed to regain all.

Defeat held tight to her most hidden and sorrowful memories and dreams. The burdens of her heart bled in Defeat's hands. He reached for the child's face to bring her closer. He needed her to see what she had lost. To show her that this battle of The Well, had been won by Him.

The child found the strength to recoil from Defeat. She turned to look upon Hope, wondering, why she hadn't helped her more.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Fences

The day came and went like a whisper of a song's memory. Were the beating drums really that loud? Or, were they simply my heart's cries seeking the end of this tale of torture. So many questions bouncing off the inside of my skull and heart. I'm so spent.

Frantic thoughts run through the fences in my mind. The fences that held Hope at bay from coming to the rescue of my pain. I need Hope, and sought her out like a blind child seeking the daylight.

Desperately seeking Hope - she is real right? She could help bring the light to my life, right?