Hope - are you listening...

I need the rain to breathe life into my soul. With each warm droplet upon my skin, I felt as though something or someone was trying to calm me.

Maybe Hope, was still here, with me.  I struggle to wonder if she could be.

Did I send her away with my doubting thoughts?

'God, please assure me that she is still here with me'.

Did I just pray....

Where has the time gone...

It seems a lifetime has passed me by, laying on this cold floor, and feeling as though I no longer exist in this world. Have I detached myself completely from the bliss of reality? Sorrow still wallows inside my soul.

Can anyone ever really drain their eyes of melancholy? Hope - are you there to answer these pondering questions? Please say yes...